I WANT FRIED PICKLES!!! Like I need to have them NOW!!! I need pickles. I have this strange craving for them and no I am not pregnant. My mother asked yesterday and the ex asked today. Can't a girl just want pickles and eat them! Goodness. My mother assures me I am not frying them. Well Guess what Yes I am cause I want them gosh darn it and Im paying for the ingredients!
On to other news. All I do is work and sleep. Work and sleep. I am ready for a break. But I need the next pay check to put down on a car. I am buying a Jeep if it kills me. So thats exciting in my book. My parents think its a waist(well at least I know my mother does) My father is out of town on business and it sucks cause lately I feel like he is the only one who listens to me.
The ex: Well Im kinda almost ready to give up on trying and turn vanilla. I want a boy friend, I want real sex. I miss it. Im kinda feeling like Im never gonna find what I want in a man. *sigh* really really depressing. Im like sick of waiting. I thought he was the guy but I dont know if I feel like that anymore. Yea I just am hanging on to nothing I feel.