Monday, December 28, 2009

I have no Idea this is so random

I WANT FRIED PICKLES!!! Like I need to have them NOW!!! I need pickles. I have this strange craving for them and no I am not pregnant. My mother asked yesterday and the ex asked today. Can't a girl just want pickles and eat them! Goodness. My mother assures me I am not frying them. Well Guess what Yes I am cause I want them gosh darn it and Im paying for the ingredients!

On to other news. All I do is work and sleep. Work and sleep. I am ready for a break. But I need the next pay check to put down on a car. I am buying a Jeep if it kills me. So thats exciting in my book. My parents think its a waist(well at least I know my mother does) My father is out of town on business and it sucks cause lately I feel like he is the only one who listens to me.

The ex: Well Im kinda almost ready to give up on trying and turn vanilla. I want a boy friend, I want real sex. I miss it. Im kinda feeling like Im never gonna find what I want in a man. *sigh* really really depressing. Im like sick of waiting. I thought he was the guy but I dont know if I feel like that anymore. Yea I just am hanging on to nothing I feel.


  1. Oh I hate when people think I'm pregnant just because I want a pickle... it drives me insane. As if the only people in the world who want pickles are pregnant women. Hello.... I just happen to LOVE pickles. And oddly enough... when I was pregnant, I hated them!

    And on the man front... I think what's more important than having a relationship right now is figuring yourself out and what you really want. Until you know in your heart who you are and what you want, you will just invite misery into your life. Figure out what you want, open yourself to it and it will find you. You don't have to go looking!



  2. Aww thanks for the comment. I just did a little I has a comment dance. Wasn't fully expecting it.

    Pickles make me happy!! I bought two jars and mmmmm I deep fried some up today...and ate them with this made zesty sauce. While everyone else sat there with their noses all scrunched up. I was shoving my face full.

    Thanks for the man advice. Hopefully i can figure it out. I think thats gonna be my next post. Just writing down the things I want and trying to figure me out

  3. Blogs are definitely a good place to try and figure yourself out. :-D