in a funk

Lately I have been in a such a funk. Everything makes me wanna cry or throw something cause I'm angry. It's to early for my period so it can't be pms. I don't know what's wrong or how to fix it. I mean even hard spankings arnt working. I feel like I'm just gonna ask him to spank me past my limits tonight before he goes to work. I seriously need it. Ugh I just wanna be my happy pleasant self again